Standing Still, again!

Why, once again, am I standing still? When did I start reacting instead of acting?
It is kind of frustrating to realize that I started but I didn't make it to the finals. The worse part is that it wasn't because I lost, it was because in one moment I quit, I stopped trying.
OK, but what is the good part? Everything has something positive right? The good part is that it didn't take me long to realize I was standing still again, because the things I was doing started to feel meaningless, with no purpose. So I'll start over again and I will try to try harder this time I promise :)

Only time can tell

It is so hard when you want something so bad and yet, is not the right time to get it.
It is so hard to understand that things have a place, a time and a reason to happen and if you try to force them you will only ruin them.
It is so hard to go through all the obstacles, to learn all the lessons, to fall and get up one more time knowing that you have to try harder and keep fighting because the battle is not over yet. 
Sometimes we think we are ready for them, but the truth is that deep inside, if we pay careful attention to all the signs, we are just trying to rush things up, trying to convince our minds that it is the way to go.
Let life flow, take action of what you can control, give your best to accomplish what you want, and if it is the right thing for you, it will eventually happen: when the time is right, when you are mature enough to handle it, when you have learned the real value of it and when you are strong enough to keep fighting for it even though you already got it. God will put all the pieces together and finally will show you the way to go.

The Main Star of my Movie

Right now we can do so many things without much effort being required: We can get to know new cultures, new people, we can be in so many different places at the same time without even moving, we can talk to a friend who is miles away from us, but since when we are spectators of our life instead of being the main STAR of it?
 
As the world around us keeps moving, we are standing still. We are just watching people passing by and we forget to pursue all our dreams. We need to start experiencing new things, find the meaning and purpose of our life. Sometimes it looks like being sad and depressed is the new way to go.

I'm starting to change my attitude towards life and it feels so good! Making small changes and concentrating on the positive aspects of every situation suddenly transformed my life in a nicer place to live, made me want to be part of my own movie and become the main star! How weird is that, but how amazing at the same time?

From my head to the world

This is my brand new blog, my first post and the beginning of a place where I can share all the thoughts inside this crazy head and all the feelings that never came out on time.

This shouldn't be the typical blog where I start talking about boys and how they hurt me, or how the world is such a bad place and people is so mean or that I'm going through bad times and I don't wanna do anything with my life.

Instead of lying on the bed watching sad movies and feeling sorry for all the bad things that happened to me, I want to go in a journey where I can find the best even in the worse situation. It's not going to be simple, but I'm gonna give it a try. It's better to expect good things in life that being defeated without trying.

I'm kind of lost but on my way to find myself and put all the puzzle pieces together.